I wanna be "STRONG" that i have thought since i was 20. must be strong. I compared with another' and said something good more than another's. i tried and tried... One day, i realized that i have to be myself then i stopped to compare and i am to be quiet. At the same time, i have stopped to spread somebody's slander. In my theory, if i said some thing bad, it will be back to me. i am trying to not say anything bad. The other hand, i am trying to be quiet then it makes me feel bad it means "stress" or "depressed". a couple days ago, i was totally freaked out. i don't wanna mess anything that was my reason but i messed myself. this is too bad. i was not able to make smile at all. i realized that i gotta say some what i feel or think. i always think that i wanna make people happy. Luckily, I have a good friends. they listened me and gave me advise. i really appreciated. but i still not feel good.
Anyway, i went to Jazz club tonight. The singer sang the song "You've got a friend".It is not too much to say that the singer sang it for me. i got tears.
she said....
love yourself,
love each other,
love your friends,
look after yourself
'cause you've got friend!
i love all my friends! Yes, I got friends! Thank you for inviting this show for me. Music always makes me STRONG!
音楽は、裏切らない。
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